Bah! I suck.

...can we please get our heads out of the gutter? Yes? Thank you.

So I gave a presentation for a photoelectric experiment in physics lab today. I'm so disappointed with myself. It was a half-arsed effort and I know it. I was prepared, but evidently not as prepared as I should've been. Exposed for the incompetent fool that I am.

I can't think on my feet very well either, especially in front of a bunch of people, unless I really know what I'm talking about. So to make things worse, I got thrown a few curly questions from the rest of the group. One was from this cocky smartarse, Ollie I think his name was. He looked so pleased with himself. Bah! I've got to hand it to him though, he's cute in a perpetually-gym-clothed kind of way. But he's got the stereotypical gay voice, soft and with silibant Ss. And I'd heard him talking about penises once, in a jokey way that boys tend to do but in not the same kind of way that straight boys do. Maybe, I don't know. I could just be reading into it a little much.

Anyway, all this presentation business worries me. How am I meant to be school physics teacher if I can't do a simple talk on a some theory and an experiment? Some one said to me on Monday before my ed psych presentation: you've got to get used the sound of your own voice. I think I'm going to have to.


Listening to:
Title: Hate Crime
Artist: Bagster
Album/station: Onwards And Upwards (2004)
Length: 5.10